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Fuck it all At one point, when I first got my livejournal, I tried to get as many friends on my list as I possibly could. I don't know why, as I've never really strived to be popular in real life, nor have I ever cared if I had friends. But here, I wanted friends. In my haste to make as many friends as I could, I've friended some people who are obviously not truly friends. So, now that I've realized this, I'm going to be cleaning out my livejournal list How, you may ask, am I deciding who stays & who goes? Simple: I look at the name, & I think of 1 sentance about that person. If I can't think of anything better than "I don't really know this person" or "Really nice person, unfortunatly, don't know much else" , then you're gone. Sorry, please don't take it personal, I just want to keep friends & friends only (I'm going to stop posting so much stuff friends only, so if you want to keep me on your list, feel free ( If you're kept, & you want to know what I think about you )Of course, if there's anyone on my friends list who wants me to take them off because they don't trust me anymore, or whatever reason (I'm not going to ask), just let me know & I'll remove you & if you think you were removed wrongly, or you want to be on my list so I can get to know you better, let me know. Current Mood:  indifferent
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Does anyone know of a good way to find a book that isn't listed in Chapters, Amazon, or Barnes & Noble? If I can buy it, it'd be great, but I just want to find it so I know I'm not going insane It's called the Funhouse. It's a small but long book (kinda like those small garfield books), & it's got a bunch of cartoons in it. I know nothing about it, aside from the bits & pieces I can remember. It's in black & white, the drawings are HORRIBLE, there's no point to the stories, but it's still good. Does ANYONE know where I could search to find it? It's not on e-bay either & now for something that chaps my ass... I lost my Creed CD, so I burned myself a new one. I downloaded all the songs off of Kazaa, & burned them without checking them... man, I feel like an idiot. Some dipshit put that "are you ready" was sung by creed, but it's NOT CREED'S VERSION Crap, that pisses me off... 'cuz I can't just re-write this CD, it's stuck this way now :P People like that should be dragged into the street & drooled on :P Current Mood:  confused
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Well, I'm getting part of what I wanted to get done today actually done Here's my list of stuff that I WANTED to do: Finish pointalism & get prints made Fax stuff off for a job Download all tracks off Creed CD & Amanda Marshall CD since I can't find one, & the other is wrecked Download some songs to make a new CD Work on Cateagle's commission Mail stuff out Scan stuff have a bath Here's what I'm doing: All the downloads Have a bath Maybe a bit of pointalism, but not much Why, you may ask? I'll tell you why. Rob's had a potassium attack. He can't move basically... his body doesn't produce enough potassium, it's actually a really rare thing, & when his potassium gets too low, he can't do anything. So I'm being his nurse today. We have no idea how long this'll last... it could be anywhere from 12 hours to a week... I'm hoping to get back to normal next week, & since I didn't really have a full-art day all week, I'm going to try to get 2 in next week. I feel so bad, I don't normally take this long with commissions... stupid everything *grimace* & I'm almost out of money, so I can't ship anything off 'til next Wednesday... *sigh* I went to a job program/interview thing yesterday, so hopefully that'll pan out... I'll know in about a week. It's for careers in tourism :D Current Mood:  lethargic
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So I stripped down my tarot deck to just the major arcana, & this is what I got On My Mind:JusticeLegal Action, Contracts, Settlement, Litigation, Divorce, Redress, Judgement, Arbitration & agreement, Treaties, Marriage sometimes What I make of it: Not too sure, this one confused me a bit. Obstacles:MagicianWill, Mastery, skill & oratory, Initiative & a willingness to take risks. An ability to perceive & utilize one’s own potential. Organizational & communicatory skills. What I make of it: Lately I haven’t really been feeling the same love for art, I’m over critical of everything I do, & end up trashing most of the pictures I draw because they’re not good enough Past:HierophantGood counsel, advice, & teaching, a seeker after knowledge & wisdom. A preference for the orthodox & a need to conform, to be socially acceptable. Strict adherence to religion, sometimes. Marriage What I make of it: In the recent past (like about 2 weeks ago), I was looking at a college calendar, trying to find something that interested me, so I could go back to school like my mother wants me to. Present:Tower (Reversed)Unexpected & drastic change in circumstances. Circumstances which rob the individual of freedom of expression. Bankruptcy or imprisonment sometimes, but more usually the ‘imprisonment’ of the individual in a set of circumstances that she cannot, for the moment, alter. What I make of it: Rob & I have been trying to move out on our own, but have been held back by lack of funds. So I’m stuck here, in this house. Immediate Future:Death (Reversed)Refusal to face or fear of change. Inertia, Stagnation, Forcible removal of something that should have been released voluntarily What I make of it: I don’t know Far Future:Wheel Of FortuneChange of fortune, the beginning of a new cycle. Progress, advancement, improvement, the card of good fortune & karmic change What I make of it:I can only hope... Sees Self:HermitPrudence, planning, forethought, foresight, counsel sought & taken, a warning against precipitous action or thought. An indication that there is a need to retire or disassociate oneself from activity in order to think & evaluate circumstances. What I make of it: I’ve been planning on finishing up all my commissions & art trades & taking some time away from drawing for others Sees House:EmperorGovermental & corporate identities. Temporal power. Authority, leadership, will power, self-control aquired through experience, powerful individuals or entities What I make of it: Yeah, that sounds like the way I see my mother... & it takes a LOT of self-control to not tell her that Hopes & Fears:ChariotSelf-control, self-confidence, mastery of external factors, will-power, triumph over life’s obstacles. Success as a result of effort & not fortune. The careful building up of a successful existence within the bounds set by the conditions of life What I make of it: Well, I have started trying to plan for the future with Rob, & a lot of these things have come up. I am kind of afraid of what life’s going to throw at me Outcome:Moon (reversed)Deception, Illusion, an inability to deal well with reality & a consequent escape into daydreams. An inability to distinguish the truth from illusion sometimes. An inability to tell the truth, often What I make of it: Don’t know, but it doesn’t look good I think I'll wait a month or so & try again. Current Mood:  worried
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Wow, I've started quite a hubbub in ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif) dot_cattinessI find it rather amusing that all these people, who probably believe in freedom of speech, only believe in it if your opinion is the same as theirs I posted pretty much the same thing I posted here, about the anti-war protestors. I don't claim to know all the answers, but I DO Know that when Bush started the war, he said it had to do with Osama. Now, I live in Canada, & I really don't care to follow the war... but I'm getting blasted because apparently it has nothing to do with Osama... Well, whatever the fuck it has to do with, people have opinions, & if you can't live with that fact, do everyone a favour & kill yourself. I have the right to my opinion, & although it may be wrong to you, or it may be uninformed, it's still mine, & I still have the right to voice it. Just as you have the right to voice yours. But I do NOT believe that the right to belittle someone or verbally abuse them comes into play ANYWHERE in that right. Current Mood:  pissed off
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Well, I spent one night this weekend at Rob's house. I downloaded PSP7 on his computer & created a few more LJ icons... but I forgot the disc at his house Rob's got a ladybug in his room... he's named it Momar... anyways, we were laying on the bed talking, & I looked up, & Momar had pooped on the ceiling! *Laughs* I thought it was the funniest thing, I couldn't stop laughing! :D Then, the next day we went for a drive, & Rob had 2 flies on the hood of his car, having sex. We were going 100 km/h & they were still hanging on :P Eventually they flew off when we slowed down I had a dream last night... I drempt I got a package from someone whose name I didn't recognize, & when I opened it, there were 3 pictures along with other stuff, & the pictures were one of a guy's face, one of the same guy naked, & then a woman naked. I figured out that they were pictures of Dion by identifying his tattoo's... that's all I remember, but I'm disturbed enuf by that :P Current Mood:  weird
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A - Age: Newly 22 B - Best Quality: How nice I can be to people I love C - Choice of Meat: Steak. Or Pig D - Dream Date: Watching sun set over an ocean in California with a picnic lunch E - Exit: Art F - Favorite Food: Momos (they're a Tibetian food) G - Greatest Accomplishment: My art... not that it's fully accomplished yet, but I never thought I'd be in this sort of situation... I just woke up, so if this doesn't make sense, don't mind me. Basically I never thought anyone would ever want to buy my art H - Happiest Day of Your Life: Well, it's not just a day, but it started with the day I met Rob :D I - Internal Conflicts: Fear, self-loathing, & insecurities J - Jail Time: It's only illegal if you get caught ;D K - Kool-Aid: do they have watermelon? if not, probably Blue. Blue's an awesome color for a drink L - Love: Rob, my kitties, art, grandparents, parents M - Most Valued Thing I Own: A mirror that Dion made for me... only because it's got my artwork etched into it N - Name: Melanie~Rose O - Outfit You Love: Pink fuzzy leopard print boustier, white flare jeans, & my knee-high lace up bitch boots. Of course, if I had to pick clothes that actually fit me, I've got a beautiful teal dress that I love... & bitch boots :D P - Pizza Toppings: Pepperoni, ham, sausage, & ground beef Q - Question You Want To Ask: What's your honest opinion of me? R - Road Trip: I wish my whole life was a road trip... I could draw in the car, I don't care! I love road trips so much... if I was a millionaire, that's what I'd do... buy a Mustang convertable & drive forever :D Maybe stop for a month of 3 somewhere & rent out a house, get my mail & whatnot, then take off again S - Sport To Watch: does sex count? T - Television Show: Simpsons U - Unique Habit: I can vibrate my eyes & bend my pinky finger back to touch the back of my hand (very gross, but a great conversation starter!) V - Voice: Loud & obnoxious when it needs to be :D W - Winter: Enough already! I like a little bit of winter X - X?: X-rated? Y - Your Name If You'd Been Born The Opposite Sex: Michael Van. Thank god I'm female!!! Z - Zodiac Sign: Pisces. & a typical one at that Current Mood:  bored
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